(stayed in after dinner @ salam last night)
(not much sleep)
(no food)
(no drugs)
(when will victor be gone?)
(who will take his place?)
(skimming off jean’s food)
(but i gave him the rent check last night)
(should i dare ask for a hit of dope?)
(he’s around all night)
(still need to make some busking money today)
(with 4 fucking strings)
(before guitar center closes at 8pm)
(and i’m probably gonna sleep for much of the afternoon)
(before finally jerking off)
(at least i cleaned the room)
(need to find new things to look forward to)
(continuing just writing down information in my blog)
(give myself until the end of the month to ‘catch up with myself’)
(before trying one last time to ‘make it’)