*15 APRIL 2022*
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2016
*25 march 2016*
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*2015*
*3 april 2015*
“good friday”
(am i supposed to die again?)
(started off the day in tompkins square park)
(making out on a park bench with a 20-year-old redhead)
cheryl cancelled on lunch today…she’s running an (easter?) race in “mercer county” tomorrow…where? what time?
she knew i sounded out of it…just woke up…hoarse from singing all day yesterday…hope i didn’t permanently damage voice…
f for ph
“as filosofical as possible…”
(on business card)
sikologist
“i need help?”
(“in trouble”)
sartre
karina ann koehler
(german father)
(she walked around at age 11 with an english-german dictionary)
(and some spanish)
(just like emma)
(another hipster)
(protestant)
(her father was church treasurer)
(older sister 26)
(lives in houston)
(wants to move to austin)
(like manhattan to brooklyn)
born 1 november 1994
(over 10 years apart)
(younger than emma!)
5′ 6″
reddish-blonde hair
felt her up
(rather sloppily)
(she was wearing her tie-up trenchcoat the whole time
(was she actually cold?)
(her left hand was colder than her right hand)
(she was wearing several rings)
(she thinks she’s smart)
(but she’s a hot college dropout)
(just like andrea)
(hot college dropout just like andrea)
(debriiiiiiiitoooooo!)
(her tits were big B cups?)
(C cups?)
(nice figure)
(nice ass)
(pretty face)
(the complexion was rather weathered)
(it was awkward when she read me her “van gogh” poem)
(but she’s letting me into her secret little girl diaries)
(only she’s an adult)
(andrea celebrating 18th birthday of friend)
(by going to bars with middle-aged men)
(the worst of my fears are all coming true)
(mgmt she brings up timidly)
(the lead singer is a friend of her writer “boyfriend”)
(they allegedly have an “open relationship”)
(they met 4 months ago)
(she masturbated a few days ago while thinking about her junkie daddy)
(divorced parents)
(mountain lakes NJ)
(by morristown)
(british mother)
(an alcoholic)
(is mercer county community college computer lab open on good friday?)
(the library probably closes early)
(they didn’t answer the phone)
(the dope is making me horny again)
(i’ve got blisters on my feet)
(archibald)
(my day job is hooking up with married women)
(save energy f for ph)
(collective global warming)
friday night 9pm
(i should be gearing up for another round in NYC)
(instead i’m by myself in a new jersey motel room)
(whole foods glazed chocolate donut sticks)
(they taste so good!)
(a creepy older gabriella zini on saint marks)
(and henriques in passenger seat of car)
(karina is taryn chory / andrea sus / amalia chaparro / erica henriques hybrid)
(i fell in love with a dog)
(a husky)
(she wants to head west)
(aching to change)
who shot the sheriff?
who’s being too loud?
who’s being quiet?
we were rocking out a million miles away
my will
(may as well)
a stoned afternoon walk to the library
(and CVS)
(or head into trenton to retrieve flash drive?)
ended the day in a jersey motel room getting stoned alone…organizing my song sequences in itunes…
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*FUTURE ‘GOOD FRIDAYS’*
(just full of surprises!)
*GOOD FRIDAY 2019*
(*friday*)
(obviously)
(“19 april 2019”)
*GOOD FRIDAY 2018*
*MY ‘BEST FRIDAYS’*
*GOOD FRIDAY 2017*
*GOOD FRIDAY 2016*
*GOOD FRIDAY 2015*
*GOOD FRIDAY 2014*
*GOOD FRIDAY 2013*
*GOOD FRIDAY 2012*
*GOOD FRIDAY 2011*
*GOOD FRIDAY 2010*
*GOOD FRIDAY 2009*
*GOOD FRIDAY 2008*
*GOOD FRIDAY 2007*
*GOOD FRIDAY 2006*
*GOOD FRIDAY 2005*
*GOOD FRIDAY 2004*
*GOOD FRIDAY 2003*
*GOOD FRIDAY 2002*
*GOOD FRIDAY 2001*
*GOOD FRIDAY 2000*
*GOOD FRIDAY 1999*
*GOOD FRIDAY 1998*
*GOOD FRIDAY 1997*
*GOOD FRIDAY 1996*
*GOOD FRIDAY 1995*
*GOOD FRIDAY 1994*
*GOOD FRIDAY 1993*
*GOOD FRIDAY 1992*
*GOOD FRIDAY 1991*
*GOOD FRIDAY 1990*
*GOOD FRIDAY 1989*
*GOOD FRIDAY 1988*
*GOOD FRIDAY 1987*
*GOOD FRIDAY 1986*
*5 APRIL 1985*
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*ANCIENT ‘GOOD FRIDAYS’*
*1984*
*THE FIRST ‘GOOD FRIDAY’*
“friday be good…”
“good friday”
“good boy!”
“i knew you eventually would!”
“i just knew it!”
(wait…)
(“you blew it?”)
(joy jumps by deena turn into dark storm clouds overhead as all freeze-frame)
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👈👈👈 ☜ *“MAUNDY THURSDAY JOURNALS”*
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*“HOLY SATURDAY JOURNALS”* ☞ 👉👉👉
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*🌈✨ *TABLE OF CONTENTS* ✨🌷*
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🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥*we won the war* 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥