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“i wanted to KILL her!”
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*JANUARY 2012*
(i lived with her for a month when i got booted out of the watchung house after a confrontation with the old man)
(she told me not to drink)
(so i hid my carlo rossi wine jugs in the unfinished section of the attic)
(and set up my home studio on the top floor)
(where i slept)
(when i left in february: “do something with your life…”)
(oh i wanted to punch her out right then and there!)
(what a fucking mean thing to say to someone!)
(easter sunday 2010)
didn’t realize i’d gotten a haircut 9 days ago
(surprised to hear that I waxed my eyebrows)
(pictures of every grandchild sans me on refrigerator)
(she agreed that my harvard graduation pic was bad)
(and that’s the one that’s gonna exist for posterity)
POSTERITY – FUTURE GENERATIONS
INFAMY
(like my mugshots)
(while my music will continue to fall on willfully deaf ears)
(all 4 crowleys / mike / emily)
(father called her ‘skipper’)
(because he liked boating???)
(turned into ‘skip’)
(checked up on grandma skip)
(lots of roadkill)
(scattered rain except in fanwood)
(waved to a MILF in front yard)
(grandma was getting dressed)
(called me ‘joey’)
(took her gatorade)
(she has a shower this weekend)
(her keys are in her mailbox?)
(mom couldn’t answer phone / cellphone)
(said I’d be heading down the shore)
(wanted to kiss me)
(said she loved me)
(picture of matthew)
(getting a stint in her heart?)
(grandma’s heart rate is too low)
(usually that’s a good thing)
(not when it’s inefficient)
(at least they sent her home)
(she’s dying the same way as tony gatti)
(grandma skip felt lightheaded)
(stumbled going to bathroom)
(called missus salsano)
(mom getting a drink at hospital cafeteria)
(they did an EKG)
(everyone talking to grandma skip on the phone)
(offered for her to sleep here tonight?)
(she didn’t want to)
(she’d be uncomfortable here)
(cheryl is skip’s guardian angel)
(but she busted her at the wake)
(‘she’s no help’)
(in reference to the temperature in the funeral home)
(‘grandma sure complains a lot’)
(visited tommy in hospital)
(how come grandma skip complains about never seeing the crowley children?)
(grandma skip’s ambien?)
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*👨🔬🕵️♀️🙇♀️*SKETCHES*🙇♂️👩🔬🕵️♂️*
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💕💝💖💓🖤💙🖤💙🖤💙🖤❤️💚💛🧡❣️💞💔💘❣️🧡💛💚❤️🖤💜🖤💙🖤💙🖤💗💖💝💘
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*🌈✨ *TABLE OF CONTENTS* ✨🌷*
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🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥*we won the war* 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥