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slept from wednesday afternoon to thursday morning…
after 2 robotrips in a row…then i smoked two bowls as i mixed down the vocal takes from the day before…i wasted a day in bed when i should’ve been recording lots of great vocals…
finally decided to clean up my act…showered + shaved the beard…then i walked to the library…called charity (she left me a voicemail yesterday afternoon after i missed our morning appointment)…told her i thought that i would be meeting on a weekly basis with the psychologist from now on…she said to try meeting her tomorrow at 11am…
now i have to get in touch with karina…is she analogous to kerri green of fall 2010?…i didn’t call her wednesday…no more frappuccinos at CVS for now…so i bought two monsters + a vanilla iced coffee…and mounting tape / scotch tape / 2 tussin bottles…the last two DXM-only tussin bottles in CVS…and one of them had a bruised box…never a good sign…
should i indulge in a third robotrip today? and then hit NYC this weekend? once i run out of grass.
see what arv wants to do…
smoked a bowl
(the high will be very transient)
drinking my final monster
may as well start robotripping now that i have an empty stomach
(and took a healthy shit)
moderately horny
record as much as you can today
and post an april 2015 “santeria” video
gotta be up before 9am tomorrow…
you have enough food to last the weekend…
now i have less than $7 on the CVS card
(unless i redeem extracare bucks / coupons)
and $144 on the foodstamps card
and one more trip to food bank this month
2pm and this will be as good as it gets?
do i start recording as many vocals as i can?
(which means i need fresh material to work with)
(which means i will later be obligated to edit these vocal takes)
got a spam text message from a weird URL
“there’s no time like now to take me on a date”
(and a link to “weather report”)
no callback from karina
(jona didn’t want to go to ivy inn)
(nor did arv)
(couldn’t get the 895 #)
(the bowl is clogged)
(and i’m out of dope now)
(bought 20 capsules of tussin)
(88 cents left on card)
(shouldn’t have applied the 20% off to the purchase)
(should’ve waited until i purchased more items)
(at least i know that i can apply the coupons to foodstamps card)
started to write new sections for “the second nature” last night
(then i talked to karina on the phone)
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*’100th day’ of the ‘leap year’*
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*~27.12% of year completed*
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*’266 days’ until the end of the ‘year’*
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*👨🔬🕵️♀️🙇♀️*RESEARCH JOURNALS*🙇♂️👩🔬🕵️♂️*
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