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so i slept from 3am – 8:30am…
abandoning the “dani mag” tracking…
woke up at 8:30am…
did some more tracking…then slept again from 10:30am – 1:30pm…why am i getting sleepy again?…lack of intoxicants…squeezing everything i can out of those damn cigarillos…beautiful sunny day…dreamt of enigma at the colorado cafe handing out dope…jen ahlstrom into brittany horinka…in an NFL game…scent of a woman…legless player…concrete poured on me…gotta clean up my act before ivy inn…i’ve gotta find a girl there tonight…hit up enigma…now i’ve gotta call back pilar…no word from elisa…
they still haven’t looked at my damn guitar…said it’s next on the list…
spent the day overdubbing guitars for “dani mag”
started on the backing vocals…voice felt great but i got lazy…
enigma came and dropped me off a shitty red cross meal…milk / cranberry cocktail / sliced fruit…reminds me of my hospital visits…smoked a cigarette with him and then he left…
chatted with AI on the phone…
cheryl will come tomorrow at 10:30am before a tennis match to drop off laundry (and food?)…told her to bring my old guitar and one of her old dresses as a halloween costume…she threw away all my old costumes…we’ll see…
after finishing all my tobacco and getting bored with “dani mag” i ate two burritos + peanut butter/cranberry and passed out until 9:30pm…
then enigma called…running low on gas…supposed to get paid tomorrow (but it’ll take longer?)…out of dope and cigs and money…we went to the ivy inn…i sang “oh darling” and “santeria”…the guy didn’t link up “maybe i’m amazed” for me…voice was rough from cigarettes and the nap…not a great response…and not many hot girls there…it was dead…i saw nicole jafferian with some fat chicks and a geek at the bar…said hi to her outside when i was smoking a cig alone (enigma kept disappearing)…she said “don’t talk to me” and turned away…her friend called me a motherfucker…so i drank a water and sang my songs…even the old man was getting more attention from girls than me…nicole went to pretend to talk on the cellphone near the bathroom when i sang…then we left…took cigarette butts from enigma’s place…the fat lady gave me a newport at 12:30am…now enigma is sleeping in my fucking bed as i try to edit down “my dear brown”…gotta rest the computer soon…gotta get this video out for halloween…enigma is out of wine…and he has work tomorrow…he did offer me chili…should’ve taken him up on it…
finally texted jo the drummer…called MMB and roboray to no avail…now i’m sleepy and i gotta kick out enigma…gotta call cheryl before she leaves tomorrow…
cheryl is coming at 3pm…gotta meet elisa monday @ 11am…enigma fucking slept over until 10:15am…
and had the nerve to turn off the light and ask me to turn down my youtube video…
i’m past 90% usage already…
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*‘303rd day’ of the ‘common year’*
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*83.01% of year completed*
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🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥*we won the war* 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥