(took a shower)
(checked out of sleepy hollow motel before noon)
(arv + i walked to the mercer county library)
(there were only tuss capsules @ CVS)
(so i downed 40 capsules)
(for 600mg of DXM)
(and i was back in the simulation!)
(it was scary)
(eventually took a 2:30pm 606 bus into princeton)
(i headed to princeton public library)
(i also bought a 6-pack of PBR tallboys)
(and then another heineken tallboy on top of that)
(library closed @ 9pm)
(i met up with arv outside elements)
(we went to mediterra and he ordered me a “pink tiger”)
(the geeky young white bartender took my drink away from me)
(he claimed that he had been observing my behavior)
(more likely he was jealous that i was chatting up the young blonde hostess)
(just like arv used my “substance abuse” as an excuse to sabotage my pursuit of alysa)
(arv had disappeared on the phone)
(so i downed his martini before the bartender could catch me)
(this pissed off arv)
(as he tried to “smooth things out” with the bartender)
(then he reverted to the same whiny little boy who said he “couldn’t trust me” around his sisters)
(so we went our separate ways)
(i went back to sleep in the train station)
(i can honestly say that i was in complete control of my body that night)
(not even close to a blackout)