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(12th anniversary of the “9/11 attacks”)
(i should really offer my condolences to AI tomorrow)
(every year?)
(on second thought, that doesn’t sound so appropriate nor helpful to anyone)
jacked off twice in a row…
(because i couldn’t get myself motivated to work on any music)
i’m still getting both hot flashes + cold sweats everytime i start to drink…
it’s still warm outside…
i’m going to drink beer all night and figure out an escape route…
i can’t even throw my empty bottles/cans into the recycling like a good citizen (because then john the drunk would know i have the $$$ for alcohol)…
he’s just as observant (and obnoxious) as the old man…
so rolls called me ’round 3am…
by then i was itching all over…
and had a scratchy throat (probably from the cigarette john gave me)…
after 3-4 beers i finally gave up on a productive late night and proceeded to watch youtube videos all night…
eating leftover cereal (stale corn pops / wheat crunch cereal / craisins) and drinking water in an attempt to clear my throat…
didn’t fall asleep until sometime after 7am…
and despite setting my cellphone alarm, i couldn’t bring myself to start the day until sometime before 2pm…
now i’m back to drinking…
finishing off the rest of this vodka (with budweiser as mixer) and then proceeding to straight budweiser…
at least i don’t feel queasy this morning (yet)…
(at least i’ve got the house to myself (for now))
(i’ve really gotta clean up my ‘act’)
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👈👈👈 ☜ *back to “THE 9/11 CHRONICLES”*
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*🌈✨ *TABLE OF CONTENTS* ✨🌷*
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🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥*we won the war* 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
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