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a bit out of it…
keep on truckin…
ricardo watching movies
constant orgasms
not graduating harvard yet
i’m gonna grow up to be just like little jimmy norton…
so i spent all day at the princeton library…
hit up arv on fb messenger…
he was in princeton…
we took the 5:30pm 606 bus back to his pad…
did more blogging at his house…
ate chinese food with the family…
i think ashley + matt are starting to like me now…
took them long enough…
smoked cigarette + resin hit with arv…
got back to the room before 10pm…
started recording “jocks –> meathead –> back 2 jersey” vocals…
voice powerful as ever…janitor next door gave me two stella artois beers…then i ate beans / raw ramen noodles / peanut butter and tried to go to sleep before 2am…didn’t sleep much…how is this going to work out?
still haven’t showered today…i’m going to be tired if i hit NYC today…
gotta meet with charity…give her a “tabula rasa” CD…and then see results of drug test…hope she doesn’t give you another “random” drug test…find out what time this damn psych appointment is…see if you can cancel it on a moment’s notice…go to a group?…head to princeton and pick up check…pick up food @ crisis ministry?…head back to room + regroup…catch train to NYC…earn enough money to meet with mellow at night…catch train back to jersey…wait for cheryl to arrive for lunch…
charity everett told me i tested positive for benzos…a single clonopin from 9 days ago?…and she claimed it went up from last week…was it from the robotripping?
she said she couldn’t understand my lyrics (of course)…and she couldn’t get on the facebook site (because she’s not allowed to social network)…and she’s moving to another job in a few weeks…time for me to leave as well…
then i went to the mercer county computer lab…went back for psychologist appointment @ 10am…samuel grove couldn’t see me until 10:20am…then a homeless heroin addict named “lisa” wanted to talk to him…she was really cute…i should’ve gotten her #…she gave me #s for homeless prevention hotlines…didn’t see samuel until 10:30am…another old failed musician dying of throat cancer…he listened to my music and disparaged it (of course)…”blues”…”garage rock”…”couldn’t understand lyrics”…then he slowly figured out how smart i really was…i left at 11:11am…he wants to see me again friday @ 10am…
now i’m back at the mercer county lab until 12:17pm 606 bus…pick up check…talk to elisa (about a survey?)…pick up food @ crisis ministry…get back to the room ASAP and hit NYC…
walked from washington square park to michael anthony’s midtown pad @ 9:30pm…straight up 5th avenue…bear right at the 23rd street split…on the right…called him to let him know i would be there before 10pm…passed a burger king on the way there…35th + 5th…michael anthony gave me his chase visa card to buy my dinner…it was over $17 for a double whopper (with cheese / without tomatoes) / large fries / large coke / chicken sandwich…(i could’ve gotten two for $5)…it was after 10pm when i arrived and i just made it before close…
tried my best to get to sleep at michael anthony’s pad…
i pretended to take a shower (because he didn’t want me getting his couch dirty)…
he was in bed after 11pm…
(i slept in fragments)
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