(5 april 2015)
(making ash wednesday february 18)
are you already gone?
does it remind you of guth?
at burning tree
(the rest of the family is down the shore)
(where?)
i’m catching up on porn on his laptop…
he left in the morning to teach yoga classes…
aaron’s old man came by to pick him up for easter…sometime before noon…that was my cue to walk back to the room…
then go back to the room and smoke alone…
i stayed up until sometime before 3am…then i pigged out before crashing…beef jerky (courtesy of cheryl)…most everything i ate made my teeth hurt (because of the monsters i drank that day)…
(i kept writing + recording parts for “the second nature”)