(like ‘clapton’ meeting ‘peter green’)
(and hitchens using ‘hate’ to fuel his literary ambition)
(“love” is sexual attraction that carries over into love of children)
(who in turn “love” their parents for providing for them)
(i get most angry when people who (i assumed / concluded) once “loved” me)
(like mom)
(like liliana)
(my learned response to a perceived “slight” is anger)
(so that i don’t descend into “self-pity”)
(mostly to avoid getting ‘hurt’)
(even though i can “handle” getting ‘hurt’)
(whatever that means)
(emotionally hurt)
(when wil it dawn on them?)
(arv is my only friend now)
(now that jon is gone)
“we were mad at the world…”
FIND COMMONALITIES IN EMOITONS)
(and biological state of the emotional one)
(’emotional’ is a eupheism for “bipolar”
(which is in istself a ‘euphemism for ‘crazy’)
(EVERYONE is “mentally “ill” to some degree)
(i don’t feel sorry for them)
(becaue i assume that was their personality all along)
(everyone in family but mom and me do the ‘fake smile’)
(psychological tactic)
(ationalized by claiming to be giving him ‘motive’ to “prove him (the insulter) wrong”)
(‘insults’ disguised as ‘harsh truths’)
(if you detect this, you immediately point out to insulter how subjective his ‘truth’ really is)
like baseball pitcher whose dad lied and said he had the “the yips” during his playing days)
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“STAGES OF ANGER” –>
LEVEL 0:
(it begins with “SELF-PITY”)
*LEVEL 1*
“BREWING”
*LEVEL 2*
INSULTING / SHAMING in front of people)
(especially girls)
*LEVEL 3*
DESTROYING HIS POSSESSIONS
destroying the ex’s possessions IN REtALIATION)
(for what?)
(simply a perceived slight)
(are there different “souls / personalities” in my body that are dependent on my “mood”)
(what is the physical condition that is “changed / improved”
(emotion is a spectrum)
*LEVEL 4*
(physical attack)
*LEVEL 5*
murder
(or killing their family)
(especially their children (for adults))
(and keeping them alive)
(the final stage (of course) being “torture”)
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