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“showbusinessman”
“hey kid, that’s ‘showbiz’!”
“tough luck kid!”
(says the rickle instead my dead)
(liliana: “that’s ridiculous! (with empty smile)”
(for a little while)
me: “oh yea, is THAT what ‘showbiz’ is?
and if that’s ‘all showbiz is’ that’d be fine by me…
to be SEEN….to be HEARD!…to be…FELT!”
(why that is the very essence of life!)
some dorky (jewish?) musician:
“hey man, lemme tellya bout ‘THE BIZ’!”
(what biz?)
(what kinda biz do you think this is?)
“ya gotta sell yourself, kid!”
“this aint the ‘old scool pops
dont sell yourself short…
a flash in the pan…
attribute it to who i’ll ne and who i am
early fame corrupts to lack of artistic development
(am i greatest ratio of “notoriety” / greatest quality
in music history?
in artistic history”
OF ALL TIME?!?
(tooting my own horn)
(a masochistic QB rating of sorts
(akin to corny ‘pickup artists’ who inflict nietzsche’s ‘slave morality’ to be successful as betas over ‘natural’ alphas)
(like the jews and the romans)
(like jesus and the jews)
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