(went through ‘withdrawals’ all day)
so i laid in bed…but i still managed to make it to the library to update the blog (even though i felt quite shaky)…i was going to catch the 12:34am bus into princeton until i realized that my guitar was broken…so i surrendered and watched movies all night…
at least my room is in order…
secondhand dip…
detox tonight and start again…
posted the wrong “welcome to hell” video today…
gotta correct that tomorrow…
contacted hunter rex about the eating club…
will imbert isn’t answering his phone…
and enigma’s phone is off…
i’m so horny right now…
i’m afraid to leave my room lest it be robbed…
but i’ve gotta take advantage of a beautiful fall saturday night…
and prepare for halloween…
went through 48 beers in 3 days…
plus i probably spilled some…
gotta work on more audio/video editing…but i’m too shaky to focus…i fell on my computer yesterday…
lucky i didn’t break anything…
still confused on “modern marvels”
should i just jack off and then watch TV until will calls back…
no more drinking for me…
have to call pilar before monday morning…then meet with elisa wednesday…
should i even go into princeton today…i’m too paranoid…and gonna have to get the 5:13am bus unless i find a girl to spend the night with…
9:19pm or 10:14pm 606 bus…12:34am at the latest…
now enigma’s phone is on but he ain’t answering…
i’m so jittery…
(cannot focus at all)