“blackout journals”

*SEPTEMBER 2015*

i blacked out after drinking from a handle of popov vodka at arv’s pad

(it was a weekday)

(i ate food (or did john?) in a ‘blackout state’)

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*12 MAY 2016*

(blacked out at the barton compound)
(destroyed my relationship with tess)

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*24 NOVEMBER 2016*

(blacked out on thanksgiving)
(sometime before 6pm)
(after dinner)
(before dessert)

(ended up wandering around warren)

(and trying to light cheryl on fire with a lighter)

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*25 AUGUST 2017*

(blacked out at my sister’s wedding)

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*MY CONCLUSIONS*

(i blame my blackouts on poverty)

(whenever free booze is available i overindulge)

(especially when i have to do it on the sly)

(and in an attempt to maintain the elevated states i inevitably overdo it)

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*👨‍🔬🕵️‍♀️🙇‍♀️*SKETCHES*🙇‍♂️👩‍🔬🕵️‍♂️*

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👈👈👈☜*“BLACKOUTS”* ☞ 👉👉👉

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💕💝💖💓🖤💙🖤💙🖤💙🖤❤️💚💛🧡❣️💞💔💘❣️🧡💛💚❤️🖤💜🖤💙🖤💙🖤💗💖💝💘

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*🌈✨ *TABLE OF CONTENTS* ✨🌷*

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🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥*we won the war* 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥