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-as of [16 MARCH 2024]–
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(marketed as a ‘hydrochloride salt’)
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(‘opioid pain medication’ which is used to treat moderate to moderately severe pain)
prescribed by physician in june 2014 after i was hit by a car…
(she wasn’t allowed to prescribe percocet)
(or any “narcotics”)
but the tramadol gave me a solid high…
(and also restricted my urinary flow)
(she gave me a single refill when i went to get the med 1 form filled out)
i took 500mg of tramadol this evening
(hope i don’t go through withdrawals once it runs out)
if i dose myself at this rate, i’ll be out of pills by wednesday
(and my tolerance will quickly build)
(took 250mg tramadol)
8am
(officially stayed up “all night”)
and organized my track sequences (again)
(instead of using the tramadol high to actually MIX my music)
(or god forbid record new music)
comfortable itchiness and sleepiness…
took 9 tramadols already
took 6 tramadol pills this morning…
went through the rest of the tramadol
(60 pills in 3 days)
(that’s 1000mg of tramadol every day)
(and i still can’t piss)
i hope i can tomorrow or i’ll start to panic
run hot water over your penis?
put your hand in a warm glass of water?
sleeping all day again
(from the tramadol weekend?)
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