-as of [9 APRIL 2024]–
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*’epic euphoria’ upon onset*
(‘serotonin’ boost?)
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*extreme libido enhancer*
(can be negative if it distracts you from other tasks)
(will eventually inevitably leads me to waste too much time lost in “masturbatory fantasy”)
(‘nipple-tweaking’ mood-boosting reliable surges of pleasure)
(dopamin release?)
(oxytocin release?)
(looking at pics + video of girls from my past)
(or girls i “could have had”)
(followed by occasional lapses into more potent ‘may-december porn’)
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*extreme potentiator of “ASMR”*
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*extreme emotion enhancer*
(feelings of sadness become strangely “pleasant”)
(ALL emotions of a certain intensity are rendered generically ‘pleasant’)
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*extreme appetite suppressant*
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*a tendency to recognize more efficient methods in ‘daily routines’*
(and to focus on ‘the details’)
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(gives me a “daily goal” to earn at least $5/day for the pack)
(and a “daily reward”)
(which itself provides daily dopamine surge as i busk)
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(extreme enhancer of lyric-writing)
(almost overwhelmingly so)
(meaning that you are immediately presented with 12+ variations of a single theme)
(all equally valid)
(and of creative ideas in general)
(massive boost of ‘creative flow’)
(probably related to ‘euphoria’ eliminating all potential ‘negative’ distractions)
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