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(the ‘comedown’ can completely sap away motivation)
(and often leads to an intense melancholy)
(associated with feelings of extreme and unspecified guilt)
(blurry vision)
(loss of short-term memory)
(the next sleep can often go up to 12 hours)
(everything seems “louder”)
(more “startling”)
(more “distracting”)
(massive “shock” distractions)
(a slammed door will send shock waves through you)
(but it also makes music sound ‘better’ in some cases)
(meaning my own music)
(i’ve ‘adapted’ to ‘massive DPH intake’ over the years)
(and have seemed to ‘overcome’ certain negative effects)
(without building up any kind of significant ‘tolerance’)
(as i take a daily 600mg nightly dose)
(on an ’empty stomach’)
(as it squashes ‘hunger pangs’)
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